Family Shoot

Next year abi will pursuing his dream

Alhamdulillah..the beautiful February comes with good news to our family. My husband gets ADS scholarships. I know this is his dream for the past 6 years after he came back from Russia 5 years ago. I have made promises for my self that i will help him to realize his dream when he came back from Russia and think that he has failed. He is such a stubborn guys..haha*sorry bi* because i have to convince him a couple times to apply for that scholarship. Yes, he think that he was not able to get that scholarship and just want to apply some asia scholarship. I knew him well, and I knew he will succeed. And I was right..he made it! I am so proud of you bi..i still remember how you learn IELTS days and nights..when we were practice interviewing with me while breastfeeding salma. Once again congratulation my dear..i knew you deserve it. Another good news, as a spouse,i will get visa for work full time 40 hours a week..yeayy..c'mon dollar come to me..come to me..hahahaha. Some of our family asked me..why i am not following him to continued my study.For me, my family is everything especially my husband. I have some dreams, yes of course, but that's not on my list prioritize. Seeing my husband succeed is my top prioritize, because i knew it will following the happiness to our family. Looking up to get motivation and looking down to feel blessed..but keep promises to still on the ground with me, ashraf and salma :) we love you abi.

Junk mail from junk women

Abis meeting ampe tengah malem tiba2 pagi2 gw dan suami dapet junk mail..yang isinya bener2 ga penting..ntah ada angin apa tiba2 bisa berpikir untuk kirim email seperti itu. Entah apa maksudnya, ntah apa latar belakangnya. Mungkin aroma valentine sehingga agak desperado kronis sampe terpikir menulis email untuk saya tapi di bcc ke suami saya yang isinya bener2 bacanya ampe ngakak..karena bener2 ga penting, mungkin dia kira dengan email seperti itu bisa buat hubungan kami renggang..poor you lady! saya cuma kasian. itu aja. saya tau dia pasti buka blog ini. Go away lah..buat apa sih ngerecokin kami melulu..enjoy your own life, we have our own life here :)

Salma Nur FIkriah

Salma..my little beautiful daughter.. Why i give her name "Salma" ? Salma artinya selamat..karena semenjak awal kehamilan saya mengalami pendarahan hebat tetapi alhamdulillah bisa berhenti dan di akhir kehamilan saya mengalami placenta previa (placenta dibawah) sehingga saya memiliki resiko pendarahan dan benar pada minggu ke 37, sebelum jadwal operasi saya mengalami pendarahan..dan alhamdulillah dengan penanganan yang cepat akhirnya Salma lahir jam 5.35 tanggal 24 November 2012. Hanya doa dan ucapan syukur yang tiada henti saya panjatkan pada Allah SWT atas semua petunjuk dan kemudahan ini. Semoga Salma bisa menjadi putri kami yang sholehah. Amiin. And now I am mommy of my 2 adorable kids (Ashraf and Salma) :)

My 29 Birthdays

Menjelang menuju angka 30 itu gw ga berharap banyak untuk perayaan ulang tahun karena merasa bahwa semakin sudah tua..udah mau angka 3 bowwww jadi yang biasanya melek sampe jam 12 cuma buat nungguin telfon ucapan happy birthdays dari misua yg entah kenapa kalo gw ultah pasti lagi tugas keluar kota :(..tapi ultah kali ini malah tidur nyenyak sampe banyak bgt miscall dari abii..hehehe.. Ga berharap ada kado..ga berharap ada kue..hanya berharap tahun ini diberi kesehatan buat gw dan pastinya dedenya didalam dan seluruh orang yang gw sayang..amiin Mungkin misua sampe bingung ngeliat gw yang santai bgt di ultah kali ini ,,,ga ribet kayak taun-taun sebelumnya jadi malah dia yang ribet ngajakin pergi buat ngerayain ultah umi katanya.. Late Birthdays lunch ditraktir abii di Telaga Sampireun..malah Ashraf yang excited karena ngeliat ikan banyak banget di danau..ngeliat ashraf seneng mah rasanya pricelesss..besoknya kita jalan2 lagi ke Cipanas,,ceritanya sih mau refreshing tapi teryata oh teryata maceeeeeeeeeeeeettnyaaaa..3 jam baru sampe puncaakk..ampuun deh! Berhenti dulu buat lunch di Cimori, maksudnya sambil mau liat sapi teryata hanya ada kandang sapi saja...hahahaha..dan ashraf pun kecewa berattt sampe mau dorong kandang sapi minta dibukain..wkwkwkw Lagi asyik nyuapin ashraf teryata ada yg nyanyi Happy Birthdays dan tiba2 ada waitress bawa kue ulang taun mendekat...kayaknya gw ga ultah hari ini deh..si abii ketawa ketawa ajaaa..aaahh surpriseee..damn I love it>>hahahaha..sumpah tapi maluu bgt diliatin semua orang..memerah langsung muka gw :p Cuma mau bilang terimakasih sayang..Cimori berkesan deh..hehehehe

5 years and forever

It's almost five years we've been together. Tears, smile, laugh, fear, pain and all the feeling that we've been through at this moment. Lately when night comes, looking you and ashraf sleep, i just had realize how thankful i have both of you in my life. In the next couple months we will have another new guest in our little home..yes hopefully the baby inside will born with healthy on December. I don't know how to say sorry for all the mistakes that hurt your feeling. I feeling deep regret and just want to say I am sorry. I am trying and always trying to be the best wife, partner, best friend and everything for you.

be healthy baby

Banyak cerita panjang dari mulai posting terakhir tentang 2 garis saat positif hamil adiknya ashraf..dari mulai flek, pendarahan dan akhirnya bedrest 3 minggu ga masuk kantor..Alhamdulillah si dede hebat dan kuat krn dia anak umi tersayang. Sekarang sudah jalan 4 bulan dan semoga kamu sehat terus ya nak..sampe nanti bulan Desember ketemu umi, abi dan abang ashraf yang tiap malam selalu angkat baju umi buat cium dede bayi sebelum bobo. We waiting for you baby.. kiss&hug Umi ashraf & baby inside